You deny the best in life because your ego says no one can do better, inside knowing the lie.
You reject inspiration because it is not yours.
Looking for ways to justify your hate for yourself in others.
Telling others to feel welcome to, but inside, to only feel so, not to be so.
Putting up walls of lies you force yourself to believe to guard your insecurities.
Fear controlling, you have none.
Not trusting your self enough to trust others.
The emptiness inside forces more emptiness. …A vicious circle; no beginning and no end.
Feeling stranded in your pride.
Looking to others to blame for your own faults.
Clinging to what you believe so tightly, causing an inability to look past and for more.
Believing in fragments of truths.
I understand and forgive.
It’s who you are, and what you know.
It’s how you protect yourself from your pain, and make sense of your suffering
… A suffering only human.
I take no offence to you, but feel hurt by your ways,
Knowing all I can do is watch
It’s truly not directed at me.
My friend, I wish you nothing but the best
And truly hope that you will someday see
And let it go.
Some favorite quotes
"94-But I did not get my picture of the world by satisfying myself of it's correctness; nor do I have it because I am satisfied of its correctness. No: it is the inherited background against which I distinguish between true and false.
95-The propositions describing this world picture might be part of a kind of mythology. And their roll is like that of rules of a game and the game can be learned purely practically, without learning any explicit rules" (Ludwig Wittgenstein-"On Certainty.")
"166-The difficulty is to realize the grounlessness of our believing." (Ludwig Wittgenstein-"On Certainty.")
"Misery consists only in the feeling of separation from the universe" (Alister Crowley- "Magick")
"Although this delay is only a fraction of a second, that is long enough to make impossible anything that involves accurate control over our bodies, or moving objects, such as catching a ball. By combining what our senses are telling us with a prediction of what we expect to be happening we can get an accurate picture of the current state of our bodies and the outside world." (an article in Bays Lifescience magazine)
"1:26 Then God said 'And now we will make human beings; they will be like us and resemble us." (The Bible-"The Book of Genesis") ...Umm, we?.. Us?
The Federal Reserve is a mechanism of destruction!!!
The Federal Reserve Bank is NOT a federal agency, it DOES NOT keep reserves, and most of all IT IS NOT A BANK!! The 'Fed' controls and supplies American currency. Money is created out of nothing, and backed by nothing, and is a product of debt (I guess you could say that is backed only by the willingness of the American people to repay their debts. If ever everyone repayed their debts at the same time, the economy would collapse, as there would be no currency). Created by and accounting entry, and LOANED into existence. Money = debt. Every dollar you ever get is someone else's debt that must be paid back with interest, and every dollar is worth less when you spend it than it was when you got it. It is OWNED by the share holders of the Fed's member banks. Inflation IS a 'hidden tax' caused by the expansion of the money supply (more money is loaned into existence making each unit worth less). What is the Fed good for really? Among other things, a Great Depression, and two world wars. Although the Fed, as it is known today, was not yet created when WWI was the game in town, the mechanism was in place by the end of 1913 with the passing of the Federal Reserve Act.
If money is created out of nothing and loaned into existence, where does the money to pay the interest come from? If I created a form of currency, and called it the "Buck", and agreed to lend you 10 Bucks, which must be repayed with interest at a rate of say 10%, where would the money to cover the interest come from? As of this moment, there are only 10 Bucks in play, but you have to pay me 11. Where does that Buck come from? It doesn't exist yet. You guessed it! Another loan, or another economy. Which of course puts more Bucks into the system, causing each Buck to be worth less, as there are more of them now to buy the same amount of stuff. America was built by slavery, has it truly gotten past that very black stain? Or is it just more subtle?
If I am not mistaken, the War of Independence was fought to rid America of this very form of control by the British. Infact previous attempts to form a central bank in America had started wars. A short time before his assassination, President Kennedy vowed (and nearly pulled it off) to put the power to print money back in the hands of the American government (executive order 11110) (a Google search of executive order 11110 here), and back it with silver. I am not saying that this alone inspired is assassination, although it definitely was a factor. But his execution is a topic for a different post. Until then watch this for more info.
What It's Like Here:
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What The Sun Is Up To:
These are from SOHO (The Solar and Heliospherice Observatory)
"SOHO is designed to study the internal structure of the Sun, its extensive outer atmosphere and the origin of the solar wind, the stream of highly ionized gas that blows continuously outward through the Solar System.
The Solar and Heliospheric Observatory (SOHO) is helping us understand the interactions between the Sun and the Earth's environment better than has been possible to date. Its legacy may enable scientists to solve some of the most perplexing riddles about the Sun, including the heating of the solar corona, the acceleration of the solar wind, and the physical conditions of the solar interior. It will give solar physicists their first long term, uninterrupted view of the mysterious star that we call the Sun.
That view of the Sun is achieved by operating SOHO from a permanent vantage point 1.5 million kilometers sunward of the Earth in a halo orbit around the L1 Lagrangian point. SOHO was designed to observe the Sun continuously for at least two years. All previous solar observatories have orbited the Earth, from where their observations were periodically interrupted as our planet `eclipsed' the Sun."
SOHO has taken some amazing pictures and video of our sun, check out their "best of" page
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